FAT BITCH TALKING.

Monstrously got raped by math paper - deservingly for I didn't study for it as I was being suffocated by Suwen and Nica drawing men's groins. Lit wasn't that bad, I think. Definitely better than MYE'S. So far, GP, Econs and Lit P5 wasn't too bad - overall wise. Except Math. Oh god, when will I ever pass math?

To think, last year, at the end of promos I was so into math to the extent of going to changi airport the entire day and force myself to look at Pure Math purely. Then, Serena (ex-ex touchrugcoach) left us. Derelyn(excoach) came and touch rugby was like a new thing all over again. Being me, naturally I got more interested in the 'newer' thing, which is TouchRugby and there goes my resilience for Math. No doubt TouchRugby has trained us to be resilient and persevering. But for academics wise, it's slightly different. (except for the 'mugging' part) It's not about the process but the final plan. In TouchRugby games, the final score was never important, at first it was to us (newbies excited to win), but after defending with heart, and soul and body, we do realise that the process - where we play together, defend together, cry together and scream together was the most memorable thing.

Academics, different right? The final score does matter alot. A's matter. Prelims, Midyears don't. That's what I'm talking about.

I need to have a much more optimistic view. And should get rid of this lackadaisical attitude towards school and studies, of mine, at least for the next 5 years. And channel all these unknown forces of lackadaisical aura and divert it on people who requires immediate attention - like you know who. HAHAHAH aiyo nette, you are so bitchy. How come you come to jaysee already then become so bitchy huh huh huh huh

Other than that, I really hate school - sighs.

Okay, you know this 7pm show on channel 8? I don't know the title though I've been watching it since the first episode. It's the 4th episode now. And it's damn hilarious, in a way that this couple got married within 2 weeks. And before that, when they were kidnapped and almost killed at the same time, HE ACTUALLY PROPOSED TO HER LEH OMGAH. Funny or what. It's like "Will you marry me!?" "YES!!" And they DIDN'T DIE. Tada. So now they're gonna get married next week and the guy's mother is like one tough nut to crack.

Okay, next time don't get married. DON'T GET MARRIED OKAY I TELL YOU. Okay. Sian.
I don't know what I want and what to do.

I feel like killing myself now.

So much for asks and cylclical thing. :(